Best.... I want again!!

Whoa....
3 days 2 nights with FaciTeam from IIUM...
A great and nice memories in form 3
I got group nine with,...
Ikhmal Adnan
Raja Amir Farhan
Ner Hanif
Fuad Shamsuddin
Farhan Dhurrani
Nur Syuhadah A.K.A
Nur Hanisah
Zulaikha
And our faci sister is...
Sis Sultanah orr Kak Sue!!

What three great days that I have...

All of the form 3 have great days with the FaciTeam...

Many many thanks to al my beloved faci sis and bros..

They will be coming back, won't they?

We had shared many things through out the camp...
Happy, sad...
Hope the MUMTAZS batch can learn something through this camp...
Change to the better..

Hope to see you guys again!!!
Bye!!
=)

p/s:: handsome right??
my siblings favorite anime
Yuri from the Kyou Kara Maou
like him!!!

I am with him!!!??!!

As I enter my classroom....
I sit beside him...
A different person...
And I never be in the same class with him through this previous year...
Mohd Dinsyafiq bin Mazelan

After one week....
I got to be pair with him... oh my teacher!
Then...
Of course it's me who likes to talk with everybody!
And if I'm bored...
I'll pick on somebody,,, and it's him
Hahaha

Other boys from my class start to tease him...
Din + Hani
hahaha
And they tease me too...
I just smile :-) and said nothing...
But Din shy... although he's a boy...
I just play with the boys that tease me...
Hahahaha

I don't really care

But I'm not with him...

Bye n see you soon!!

My favourite cartoon...
Ren Mihashi and Takaya Abe!!
Love you guys!!! >_<

When I Do Not Realize... It Become Best...

First time go back to hostel....
I thought it will be bad...
My dorm...
On the fourth floor...
Soooo tired to climb the stairs...


After a long time...
It become better and better...
Best..
Because..
There're only my batch in the dorm...
And the Form One came...
We are the seniors...
But we do not bully them...

The best thing...
I got the same class with him...
Yeay....
Secret...
I do not tell anybody about him...
Let it be a secret...
I do not want to have any complicated thing through this year...

Look at the time
[ 10.27 ]
Already...
Buh-bye....

This Day...

Today is 31st December 2010

I still do not want to go back to hostel...
I do not want to go back to hostel....

You know...
When I think about...
I will not sleep on my bed anymore...
I will not bath in my favorite bathroom anymore...
Mama will not call me to get out of bed every morning anymore...
Mama will not call me up to breakfast, lunch, tea-time or dinner anymore...
Or anything like that...

I'm getting afraid...
SO afraid...
I do not know why...
But...
There is some feeling...
An uneasy feeling...

I feel like crying...
I want to cry...
And tell somebody...
Or everyone about my feeling...
I want to cry...
And let everyone know my feeling...

I want my Papa and Mama to know my feeling...
But...
I'm such a wimp...
Scared to tell people...
Scared to do something...
What a JERK am I....

Please...
Don't say...
That other people can do it... why not you???
I'm not that people...!
I'm different!!
It's such a sad thing...
I do not want to go back there...

WAAAA....

Can I have somebody to cry on the shoulder for??

Tasketene... Onegaishimas!!!!

Deshounee...

Today is 30 December 2010...
There are three more days for me to go back to hostel...

But of course, I do not start parking yet!!!
Why???

Because I do not want to go back to that hell.. I mean school...
I do not want to go back there...
I will have my Junior High Examination...
Of course, it will be an important examination for 3rd year of Junior High...

That's why, I do not want to go through this examination without my parents...
I do not to call my parents every morning for them to say "good luck!" to me...
I want to shake hands with my parents at least...
To see their face in the morning so that I will be more energetic during examination...

Plus...
My mother can teach me anything at home...
Even though the school that I'm attending now is an elite school (by what other people look...)
But, it's not like I can understand what all the teacher teach...

And...
I'm not really have a good relationship with my friends...
When I am at class...
I always study alone...
How to say this...
I am not the type that like to talk much...
That's why I cannot study with my friends...
Study group... I mean...

There are many reasons for me of not going back to the hostel...
I really can't live without my parents...
I cannot do things on my own...
I'm a little bit messy to do things on my own...
I need to learn more things with my parents...
If I'm sick... It's hard to go to clinic or hospital...
I didn't eat when times come... If the class when late, I will not eat lunch...

Waaa!!!! (crying)

There are many reasons... SO many!!!!!
It's hard to write...
I feel like crying....
Mommy!!! Daddy!!!


I DO NOT GO BACK TO HOSTEL!!!!
HAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!